To start off my post here I will start off my saying that my hubby & I have been trying for a baby for 2 1/2 years. I finally decided to see a doctor to see why I wasn't getting pregnant, I went in for my 1st appt. 2 weeks ago and they sent me for an internal ultrasound. Well yesterday I got a call from my dr. confirming that I have a health problem that is called PCOS (Polycystic Ovary Syndrome) which has many symptoms but in my case is causing irregular menstrual cycles and infertility. It's not so much a disease but a syndrome that affects women in different ways, every women with pcos is a different case. One of the signs that I also have is called cystic ovaries where (I copied this because I'm still unsure how to explain it): The disorder is characterized by the formation of eight or more follicular cysts of 10 mm or smaller in the ovaries, a process related to the ovary's failure to release an egg (ovum). <--That messes with ovulation thus me not getting pg. It's not impossible for me to get pg but it does require medicine and who knows what else. I have another appt. next Tuesday (17th) to discuss this with my dr.

Anyways, yesterday I was sad about it and felt like I just needed to let out a great big flood of a cry but it never came. Today I put on my big girl panties and choose to move on without feeling sorry for myself because I know the God that I serve is a miracle worker. I know that he has the final word in what the dr.'s say, and that one day I WILL be a mommy and Matt WILL be a daddy. I just ask for prayers that God would have HIS way and that He would protect our marriage thru all this and that we would stay close to each other and Him.

My husband...

PUT SALT IN THE SUGAR CONTAINER WITHOUT TELLING ME!!! So this morning we are running late to work but I being the heffer that I am wanted to eat cereal on the way to work, so Matt goes down to get the car started and I run to the kitchen pour some cereal in a cup, pour the milk all fast and pour some sugar in there too ( I know that's bad but I love sugar in my cereal). Well I notice the crystals are really big (he bought that kosher salt) so I stick my finger in there and taste it and it's SALT. Way to start the morning! I just stuck the cup in the fridge and ran downstairs to give Matt a piece of my mind....he thought it was SO funny too.